Back to work- June 1st

So I have started back in the office 3 days a week. I miss Reagan a lot throughout the day but I know it’s for the best. Gigi (MIL) is watching her the first week and then she will start the following week. We visited her school before she starts for a “trail day” and the kids love her! They all came up to us to “talk” and show us there toys. The classroom is so peaceful and I think Reagan will enjoy it. All the kids adore the teacher and you can tell they are all happy to be there. I believe its going to be harder on me than Reagan, I feel like this is worst than giving birth. Emotial pain is much worse then physical. I keep telling myself “if you do not like it then you can just be a stay at home mommy”.

Gigi came the week of June 1st to watch her (thank you, her school did not have an opening until June 8). They had lots of fun throughout the day- I called every few hours the first few days, then I figured they have it under control so I limited my calls to maybe one or two a day. This was the first week Reagan took the bottle all day long (with breast milk) and she was getting better day by day.

First week of School- so I was pretty good starting the day off until my sister called on the way to work to ask how I was. Of course I started to cry and think how much I miss her. Thanks to all my sisters wonderful advice (I call her for everything) she made it a little easier. At lunch I went to check on Reagan and she was having a ball. She was laughing and playing, you could tell she really like it and didn’t really miss me much :(